Martine McCutcheon smiles through her pain as she poses with son following death of her little brother
MARTINE McCutcheon has shared a sweet photo with her seven-year-old son Rafferty and has credited the youngster for helping her cope with her brother’s shock death.
Last week, Martine shared her brother Laurence John (LJ to loved ones) had died suddenly at the age of 31 with no medical reasoning behind it, leaving her devastated.
Today, after sharing a short video of her going for a walk while listening to Fleetwood Mac’s Everywhere, Martine has shared new photos including one with her son.
Alongside the pics was a new statement explaining how she was trying to deal with her grief in the aftermath of what happened.
“This little monkey needs me no matter what,” she wrote. “He keeps me keeping on. We’ve been busy this week and weekend and it definitely seems to help me when I see the world continuing to spin and life ticking along… But I can’t help but look at people and wonder what their story of grief is?
“Life isn’t always easy and I think human beings are so brave… I’m in awe.”
Speaking about her own feelings during this difficult time, Martine added: “I’ve mostly felt out of my body and on auto pilot – I think that’s my way of being able to deal with my shock and grief, along with my responsibilities simultaneously – And then suddenly, with no apparent trigger, waves of emotion have come crashing over me… If I’m alone, or with Jack in a safe space I allow it.
“I know grief is an expression of the huge love I felt for my brother and that I must feel that too in order to heal. I also find talking about him and laughing at some of the good times helps me to balance the sadness scales every so slightly.”
“Rafferty is on half term now so it will be nice to relax a little with the everyday routine and go with the flow a bit,” she added. “I have some work on this week which also seems to help me but I’m going to make sure I see the ocean (my healing place) and make some memories with my little one during his holidays.”
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“Have a wonderful week, Thank you again for all of your strength, love and words of encouragement,” the actress concluded. “I can’t begin to possibly explain how much it has helped us. Look after each other.”
Ever since Martine shared the tragic news of LJ, fans and friends alike have been filling her comments and news feeds with messages of wisdom and support.
LJ was due to get married next month, with Martine acting as bridesmaid.
“My heart aches for all who have lost him,” she wrote at the time. “But my heart breaks for our mum, his dad John and his step-parents. You should never outlive your children.”
“I’m scared to live without you LJ but I know you will want us to truly live, laugh and love in your memory. I will try I promise”.
